Tuesday, 29 March 2011

being a human is hard.. yet wonderful isnt it?

today was just another agonising day in SA yet wonderful i think..
u knoe y i said tht? just bcoz today's evening isnt raining and so, i can go back to my paradise, Brunsfield riverview apartment right after class without getting wet.. (well u knoe lately, every evening here wud be a wet one.. and so do i.. hihi)
my class ended at 5 today.. normally after tht ill have a teh tarik session with my pal, but i decided to like just simply go back home and print some stuff that fatin najihah asked me to help... after finish printing those stuff at the kedai mamak print downstairs, i went up to my sweet deluxe apartment...
as im was there, i threw all of my stuff on my bed and straightly go to my fav place around the house, the balcony.. most of my housemate haven't come back, so the place was kinda peaceful.. the balcony was facing towards KL.. so, the view was kinda nice.. as i gaze upon the horizon, like always, something caught my attention.. a guy with a motorcycle nearly got hit by a truck carrying some stuff (i think its furniture kot)... the scene went more havoc when other motorist were honking non stop for several second... then im not sure y, but the corner of my eye merely spotted a white cat on the road's pedestrian walk.. i wonder, wat was tht cat thinking during tht time and do the cat brag bout their problems in life other than having probs finding some mice for lunch and dinner? haha.. silly me rite? but yah, i guess they don't have any complex probs in life other than trying to survive... unlike human on the other side... hihi..
suddenly one more question popped itself into my mind.. Do they have feelings? or if they do, is it complex like human being? my opinion = they have but not as complex as ours.. especially when it comes to a relationship kinda thing..
u knoe, after 2 years studying at RMC, i forgot how complex a human's feeling can be.. maybe because of the 'dry' environment there kot.. haha.. but when the times goes by especially after POP, for the last 3 months i spent with my non-X-boy frenz, i realise bout it back... another opinion of mine, human's feelings or emotions are much more complex than maths.. haha.. and plus, no exercise that u can do to perfect urself in this subject.. hihi... to add up, if u take a wrong step, u cant simply erase it like that, yet time and apologize is the only cure.. for me, time is the prob coz time equal to money.. and spending time is like spending money... more time spent and i could get 'bankrupt'.. haha... especially when the guy/gurl starts to stay away from u.. haha.. in life, theres no restart or quit button or even cheat to help with our problems.. so, thats y the best cure is time... not to say tht being a cat is nice, but its just that their life is more simpler than ours.. however, without probs like this, our life wont be a fun life rite? it wud be very dull.. same like games, if the game is too easy, ud be bored after a few minutes right after u starts playing it.. haha.. 
from a stupid motorcyclist to cat and eventually to feelings eh? enough crap talking for the night.. adios amigos... =))

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